meLLie's back::~ I'm back::~

Back from~??
Loooong year-end-family-trip
in
ShenZhen-Hong Kong-Macau
Gosh::~
I was so so homesick::~It says " I miss you " ::~
For those who wondered what's written::~
Wrote it on my Hong Kong hotel's bathroom mirror::~
When it was all misty after a hot bath::~
Loves::~
=)
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Well::~
Was supposed to call Chyi bout tmr's
7-Day-Trial-Gym--which-I'm-supposed-to-go-ages-ago
thingy::~
She hung me up twice::~
You'd think I'd have sensed that sth wasn't right::~
Anywayz::~
Proceeded to call my baby::~
Then Chyi's msg came in asking me to call her back::~
And so I told my baby that we're settling the transportation problem and what not::~
Hunged up on him and called Chyi to find her in need of my consultations::~
Well::~
as I've said::~
Our parents are going through mid-life crisis + menopause::~
Therefore::~
"Ignorance" is the best solution::~
But unfortunately it doesn't really work everytime::~
So hang in there::~
It'll get better once you get used to it::~
And I'm gonna be here for you anywayz::~
(^.~)
Well::~
In amidst of our convo::~
I was supposed to call my baby to tell him wad was happening::~
But I didn't::~
and he waited for me::~
And I resorted to msg him about the situation::~
When I should have called and explained and not leave him in the dark::~
I'm sorry, baby::~
I just panicked I guess::~
shouldn't have kept things short with you::~
I called him::~
And I screwed things up::~
He got really upset and angry::~
& I got upset, when I shouldn't be::~
It was hard, really::~
I couldn't think right::~
I have no idea how he handles me::~
But I couldn't make him feel any better::~
He was good enough to control himself
and not make the situation harder for me to bear::~
Baby, I do love & care for you endlessly::~
But I'd really wished that you wouldn't have said
wad you did when you were pissed::~
I noe that you have changed alot for the better with me::~
I really appreciated that::~
I knew you didn't mean wad you've said::~
& that I shouldn't bother bout it much::~
But I'm so in love with you
and being so had hurt me::~
Cuz everything you say means alot to me::~
I noe that it's hard for you too::~
I hate this
&
I'm gonna find way to
make this problem go far far away::~
and it'll be perfect again::~
just like wad I've said b4::~
me + you =
a never ending fairytale
And I believe that fairytales do come true::~