To my Dearest:::~

I feel really sorry for what I've said and done::~
But I've hoped that you'll understand and look at it from my point of view::~
I guess I was wrong::~
I shouldn't have taken your part for granted::~
You've made your efforts just the same::~
Efforts which noone else can replicate::~
Noone else can make do with it being more meaningful for me::~
I know that whatever I'm saying wouldn't undo the unhappiness I've bestowed upon you::~
I really hope that it'll at least I'll be able to tell you this::~
That I truly know::~
But my sore heart dare not express my true gratitude as I was afraid::~
I wanted you to know that I appreciated you::~
But not to the extreme that it'll intimidate you::~
I'm sorry I read you wrong::~
I hope you'll understand::~

Love,
Mel